The one you love and the one who loves you

Sadly most of us won't find the equivalent of love in a relationship.
You can love someone but there will not be a balance. Whoever that can't live without the other eventually is the one who loves more.

I want to say I miss him. I miss him partly because of him.
I really wish he is back soon but again what would it helps?

I miss him too. I miss his love for me and his tenderness. I want to know how is he doing and how is he REALLY doing? I asked him once and a million times. I asked if it is better for him not to suffer on top of me?

I realised one of the best way to love someone(who deserves it) back is to live your life well.
Because you know when you love someone, you always want the person to live well, to take care of him/herself and be able to live on the rest of his/her life well with or without you.

Do you be with the one you love or the one who loves you? I find that not an option.
If I choose, I would choose the one I love but would the one I love, love me and give me that option?
If I choose the one who loves me,I would be much happier if I never meet one that I might love better again.

Honestly speaking, I haven't sleep well for a long time. I couldnt sleep at my usual timing cos' I would be thinking. I tried to concentrate at work and not to mess it up. It is those time when it doesn't requires my immediate attention, I slipped back to space.
(Not to mention the DAMN bad hair days that I havent realised till I reached home)

I havent been doing the fairest thing and what is fair?

I know you need a friend, someone you can talk to

Who will understand what you're going through

When it comes to love, there's no easy answer

Only you can say what you're gonna do

I heard you on the phone, you took his number

Said you weren't alone, but you'd call him soon

Isn't he the guy, the guy who left you cryin'?

Isn't he the one who made you blue?

When you remember those nights in his arms

You know you gotta make up your mind

Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you

Or are you goin' back to the one you love?

Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you

Someone's gonna thank the stars above

What you gonna say when he comes over?

There's no easy way to see this through

All the broken dreams, all the disappointment

Oh girl, what you gonna do?

Your heart keeps sayin' it's just not fair

But still you gotta make up your mind

Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you

Or are you goin' back to the one you love?

Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you

Someone's gonna thank the stars above

- Glenn Frey

When Glenn Frey sang that song, what does he knows? God...